So for the last few days I had been very nervous. You see, I had made a cycling "date" with a riding friend of mine, Michael Foresto, to go for a ride. Of course, this was not without a small amount of "negotiation" with the family. Weekends are family time and there is often a lot of things for us to do together. However, my wife realized that it was a good thing for me to get out and try to ride with others, at least once in a while.
So Michael and I had been going back and forth for about a week trying to figure out when and where we would ride and we finally settled on yesterday and we still weren't sure exactly where we would go but we agreed we would try to tackle a bunch of moderate climbs.
Now there were a couple of reasons that I was very nervous about this, not the least of which was the fact that I think I'm not in the best of shape right now. The first is that Michael is an amazing athlete. All you have to do is look at a listing of his accomplishments to know that he is a pretty damn intimidating cyclist. Back when I rode somewhat semi-regularly with the AA group of the Huntington Bicycle Club he was always one of the ones that would be off the front leaving us all panting in his wake. Okay, maybe not ALL of us, but almost always I would be huffing and puffing.
The second reason I was nervous about the ride was because he had invited a friend of his, Glen Corso who just happens to be a world class ice speed skater (although I didn't find out about this until a little bit into the ride). As it was, Mike and I had been facebooking back and forth and bemoaning our lack of fitness. Since we were planning to do some hills I thoroughly envisioned myself looking like this;
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| (Can you see them? I think they're over the next hill! *puff, puff*) |
Michael and Glen got there and we rolled out and I immediately knew I would be hurting - these guys are serious riders! We even ran into a couple of other riders who had been following us and then as they passed us up the hill Glen took off saying, "I can't just let them pull away from us like this" or something to that effect. I thought, "Crap, I'm going to be dropped next". It was then that I realized Michael was suffering too. He was showing pretty classic signs of dehydration even though he had been drinking a lot of fluids. Now you have to understand, Mike has been through a hell of a lot physically. He was a extremely serious body builder (and you can find the pictures online to prove it) when he was in a serious accident in 1993. He lost his left arm above the elbow but he still managed to compete in body building competitions and even race his bicycle on the track. He is also diabetic and has some other complications that have started to hit him lately. Yet I am in awe of him as a cyclist and with what he has been able to accomplish both as an athlete and as an exercise physiologist. However, he was hurting and he kept apologizing by saying, "sorry to be your lead sail and your paper anchor."
Now I was not really doing much better and I was happy with the fact that we were hitting some hills but not sprinting up them the way the Open guys of HBC would be doing.. I'm still trying to get my fitness base back (yes, I know its VERY late in the season) so I was happy to just spin up the hills. But he kept apologizing and although I am a font of useless knowledge, I never did get the reference. Well, now that I have done some research I find it is the title of a song by a band named ATREYU and here it is;
| ATREYU - Lead Sails Paper Anchor - Track 1 .mp3 | ||
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 | Found at bee mp3 search engine |  |
It may not be to the tastes of some of you since it is what is considered "metalcore" but I like it and I think I'll put it (and a few more of their tracks) on my iPod in my cycling playlist. It certainly makes me pedal faster.
Afterwards we found ourselves back at Mike's house and we had some coffee and chatted a bit. The more I learn about him (and Glen for that matter) the more I was humbled that I was riding with these guys. They truly are inspirational. Mike in particular has come through so much and still finds a way to keep pushing forward and finding better ways to do things. We should all have his spirit and his fight. And as for Glen, now knowing his palmares in the ice speed skating world, I'm glad I didn't challenge him to a sprint!
What does all this have to do with Connor's Army, the mission and how we can help Sunrise? Well, basically, we can't stop fighting, we cant' stop pushing and we can't stop searching for the answer to the question, "how can I/We beat this?" For it can be done. It may not happen overnight and it may not happen in the time that we want it to but we can get it done if we keep pushing ahead. We won't always feel on top of our game and we may even feel like we are holding others back, but you never know who you're going to inspire and who is going to want to push a little bit harder because they see what we are doing.
We (and by that I mean I) can only hope that such will be the case as we go cross country next year. There will be days when I will feel like I'm just on a treadmill and that I'm not getting anywhere but if I just tuck my head down and keep climbing/pushing/pedaling through it I can get through. Its my hope that my example will not only raise some much needed funds for these kids but also raise some awareness to the battle these kids face every day and yet they go on and they fight through and they embrace life - so should we all!
Stay well and I'll see you on the road!
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